Yes, my father did this to me too.
Like him I am a lifetime IU basketball, IU football, and Cubs fan with season tickets to all 3 at one point. I know disappointment to the nth degree. Sometimes it gets the best of me and I turn my back. Strangely, I always come back for more. At 60 years old I'm not likely to change much other than grow a bigger nose and have less hair on my head.
My father went to his grave in September 2011 with Cubs 2003 World Series tickets tucked inside his shirt pocket although he never saw them win it. The tickets were printed and distributed in advance of Steve Bartman's left field play. The Hoosiers were still mired in dispair until the Watshot on December 10 of that year. As a fan things can always get worse and always get better. I am hoping for better.
At least in my lifetime I got to see the Cubs win the World Series and the Hoosiers win the NCAA Championship in 1976, 1981 and 1987. Now if we could do something about football. 1967 was before I was watching. Yet, I am still watching and "not ok with losing".